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can someone help me get rid of this awkward feeling? i'm starting to feel guilty?

when my cousin was in the usa last year, he didnt come visit me so i went to visit him. he asked me several times to visit india but i ended up not going. i guess in a way u can say i ignored his invitation because i didnt let him know in advance i wasnt coming. when my sister came back from india last year, my cousin bought me a jewlery box, a blanket, bangles, and a shawl. when i met him last year, he bought me an indian style purse and artificial jewelry. now that i think about it, despite me not being respectful to him, he replied to my email i sent him for holi, he went through a lot of hassle and made such an effort to come visit me this year with his wife and 2 sons for five days, he replied to two of my emails i sent him after he went back to india and he talked to me on the phone. when he came, his very first question he asked me was what i'm doing that i'm busy all the time. when i told him, he was able to tell i was making excuses. does this cousin still care about me? i honestly dont think i'm showing him respect. am i? how would u feel if ur cousins said she can visit india during her vacation but she never shows up? please send me ur feedback. i'm a college student. i have 8 weeks off for chrsitmas and 2 months off for summer. when my cousin asked me about my vacation time, he asked me why i dont come to india. he told me i an write to him once twice a month letting him know what i'm doing but since he is married and has 2 boys, i realized he has a very hectic life because he has a father and a job as well but he told me once in a while is okay. i couldnt attend his wedding nor did i get the chance to attend any of my cousin's weddings in india. i want to stop writing but if i do, i will get a complaint. i stopped writing to him before and i got a complaint. i'm the youngest. i live in the usa and i travel to india every 4-5 years or so. send me ur honest opinion

Public Comments

1. you need to tell your cousin your feelings and hope they are not upset with you... clear the air good luck=>)